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mood: cheerful

to all,

pls dun miss mi too much for i be going to taiwan!!

hahaz.. departing today 10 25 C1752

and coming back on 15 Jun C1751 2045

and all my flight is at T1:):)

GOOD BYE EVERYONE!!!

shall update again when i have the mood and when i back definately:)

mood: gloomy

I admit that i can be who i am today is becos of the people ard mi! but will i change to another one becos of them too?? perhaps life is never easy to adapt too.. there are up and down but who long it will take 1 to recover from the down before it can grows? i jus too tired! really tired!

trying to think what i have done so far! i can find a real purposes in life. Never really know who i being living for after so long! for family? for friends? or FOR MYSELF??

but somethings for sure that i have learnt after so much have happen is no place is as cosy as it is AT HOME! the love that u felt when u reach home. the place where u know no one will abandon u whenever u need helps and the trust u gain from them even when u are not at home always!! for once i should SAY I MISS MY HOME! THE ONLY PLACE WHERE NO ONE WILL REJECT U NO MATTER HOW STUPID, CHILDISH OR EVEN UGLY U ARE BORN! becos u are always perfect in their eyes!

i apologise for today! i apologise for being a spoiler! i apologise for everything!

27 APR 2009! the nights when it sparks everything!

From this incident, i realised that it is NOT how long friends have made, but how understanding friends are and how much u understand about ur friends! thus, i realise i cant be a gd frenz!

mood: crazy

MY DEAREST MUM!

tis post is specially for u!

hahaz.. enjoy ur malaysia trip tmr!!

make sure u wake up on time hor!

all the best and enjoy!!

lastly, I GT MY DIPLOMA LE!!

WAHAHAHHAHAZ...

the difficult and hard time is the testing that you have and need to overcome.
in order to grow to a next level of maturity. 
for sure, you will need some guidance and support.
do seek help if needed.

sry for being rude jus now! sry! maybe i say it wrongly but anyway! aiyo! my fault la! sry!

From the bad lao pa to her cute daughter! SRY!

hahaz.. so long since i last updated! having to rush FYP and so many other stuff and people that i have to meet daily! phew! luckily i still be able to slack here and update my blog! hahahz...

Some thoughts tat been running through my mind this few days. while thinking wat the true meaning of true frenz and what must you really do in order to be a great frenz other peoples yearn for!

Be yourselves in front of them even if they dun like the particular action or word you say? Or give in to watever they say so long as you dun voice out your opinion and dun go against them to have a long lasting frenship?

Or rather, do the stuff they like and totally change your own personality and habit to be a better frenz?

well, there is so mani way to be a great frenz and everyone thinks different so the oni way is to follow your heart rite?? hahahaz... okz i guess i going abit off topic le.. and it time for mi to do my

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nite ppl!

Since my computer dun allow mi to play DOTA, so i try out some photo edit webby tat my mum gave it to mi:)

the FIRST ON THE LIST IS.........

it edwin!! hahaz... with a sexy gal!

SECONDLY,

weicheng on mona lisa PHOTO!! wahahhahahz... i bet he gonna kill mi wen he saw tis! BUT I DUN CARE!! WAHAHAAHAHAZ....

THIRDLY AND THE FUNNIEST!

LOL it's jason!! wahahhaz.... i guess tis suit him the most! Since he look the most gal over here!! wahhahahz....

okz folk! tat it!! hahaz... if u all wanna play with it, u can go to tis link

http://www.photofunia.com/

hhaaz... okz.. it late le and i has laugh enough! LOL... nite guy!

mood: crazy

During our ubin trip, there so much thing that happen!!

firstly, the Member who join!

I IN TOO! but i the photographer! hahaz...

SECONDLY, some couple arose!!

FROM TIS EVENT! AINT THEY SWEEt?

AND THERE IS SOME HEART WARMING SCENCES! a family outing?

nonetheless, brotherhood appear again when there's FUN! woohoo...

there also a 22 Gang hu stood together thru rain or shine!

Life is just like the sand on the bed of the beach! forever being push around and splash by the strong current! you fall and learn how to tackle the next storm! Some get strong and protect those weaker one! some get hurt and still try to protect those he love without knowing that they get hurt more then you! not physically but emotionally!

We always thought by keeping the best for other will make them feel happy but without knowing that keeping watever that is not rite deep inside you and hiding it from the one who truly care and concern for you will make them feel worst den you!

NO MATTER HOW STRONG A PERSON IS, HE WILL EVENTUALLY BE BEATEN DOWN BY SEVERAL BLOWS FROM THE ONE THEY TRULY CARE!

I HAVE REACH MY LIMIT! SRY GUYS! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! IF I EVER GO DOWN THATS MEAN IT THE TIME TAT I NEEDED YOU ALL THE MOST LE! SRY! 

mood: moody

I jus gotta ignore watever i know and treat tat i dun even know wat happen!

A BRAND NEW DAY, A BRAND NEW MI!

HAIZ!

IT TAKE SO MUCH COURAGE TO FACE YOU ALL AGAIN!

HAIZ!

Time can really make a change in people! some turn out to be better while other grow to be worst! EVERYONE WANTED THE BEST FOR THEMSELVES BUT THEY NEVER REALISES THAT ON THE PATH TO SUCCESS, HOW MUCH PEOPLE HAVE THEY HURT!!

I'm sorry that i can't do any help to you! At this point of time, if you dun help yourself, no one else can help YOU!! THE LAST WILL NEVER COME IF YOU DUN PUT IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL IN DOING IT!

IF THAT THE WAY THAT YOU ARE GOING TO PURSUE WHENEVER YOU MET WITH A PROBLEM, DEN IT'S REALLY TIMES TO GROW UP! the world will not change for you and you got to learn to adapt it real fast!

I MAY BE HARSH TO YOU ALL TODAY!!! BUT NO ONE ELSE WILL PITY YOU 10 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD WHEN YOU ARE CAUGHT WILL LUNG, THROAT CANCER AND ALL OTHER ILLNESS!!!!

STAY STRONG PLS!!!!!

i will alway be there if you need mi!

I jus couldnt understand why you are always the highlight of my blog? hahaz... anyway, happi children day to you! hope you like the dog, the card and necklace! woohoo... so dun blame mi for not updating again okz? i hab upload 2 post at one shot! i guess i can rest for 1 month again! yea!

Firstly, i would like to express my sincere thanks to all those who play a part in making my bdae celebration a success. Despite tat u are as tired as mi due to FYP, our favourite module and exam have jus ended! hahaz...

Sry tat tis post comes abit late due to my laziness! but nonetheless, i still as grateful! Thanks guys for the splendid surprises although it being spoilt by some1! LOL! dun blame him okz? he means no harm!

Thanks for all the pressie and card! i like them all! and due to some privacy in some pressie, i shall not post it up in case, some are jealous while other envy! Also, some pressie shouldnt be seen by some of u!!! woohooo!

YOU KNOW WAT I MEAN!! wahahhaaz... A single word, 'Thanks' jus couldnt show how grateful and touch i am! hahaz...

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!

TADA! that my nu er in sentosa!! wahahahz... caught her in action and finally i proud of her!! becos she finally learn how to swim, or perhaps, kick water! LOL below is the evidence!

She tried her best le! wahahahaz... congratz!

HERE is the swimming gang! it realli being a great day with THE SUN, THE SEA AND THE SAND! hehex... swimming ROX, but swimming with great pals ROX more!

without fail, every sentosa trip will end up wif casualty! OR BI QUAK! ask u come back dun wan la! wahahahz... once again hero in action saving the earth! wahahahaz... RICHARD SU WEN JIE!!

CLOSER LOOK ON THE HERO....

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HANDSOME RITE?? wahahahaz... pls dun scold mi! ah ha! caught my god daddy trying to get into the camera! no worries, you hab ur chance!

wahahahz.. here you go! it being so long since ur last outing wif us!! wahahahaz.... fun rite? yeah! And wat you doing wif tat volley ball? You LOOK SO SO SO SO .........!! WAHAHAHZ

and how can i forget dion! the other member of 3A06! wahahahz... you guy rox! but we 02 rox more! wahahahaz....

Lastly, i will end tis update wif my clan foto! it being so long since our last pic! hmm... great time flies! wen will our next outing be? shall look forward to it! busy man, pls keep times for us! yeeyaha! nite ppl! 

yes! finally everytink is over le!! woohoo! no more re-test!! however, i tink i gonna hab another RE- retest!! haizz! tink i gonna flunk todae paper again! wahahahz.. but it's okz! i not going to take it again! hahaz..

yea man! special thx to kenny and dion who brought sweet for us while we are struggling for our re-test! THOSE SWEET ARE REALLI NICE!! BUT IT'S TOO MUCH!! AND I TINK I GROWN FAT AFTER EATING! HAHAZ... also, i will keep ur drawing, ur pledge of love!! hahaz..

thx to ric and chen in ur accompany and yea the fun too!! woohoo!! thx for coaching and testing mi! yeeyaha! and not forgetting chen ur SHroom burger! wahhaaz.. aniway, i not a BEGGER!! Biscuit rockz! esp. those tat are not straight and it make 1 tink of someone! hahaz... oopz!

hahaz.. thx nu er for ur help too! thx for ur fabulous note and not forgetting all the little gift! yeahx! hahaz... And the next time u misbehave, i gonna beat u up again ar!!! dun forget the blueblack hor!!! so u better behave if u dun wan another one! wahahahaz..!

and my wonderful mummy hu entertain us no matter how lousy our joke are! hahaz.. she is realli a nice gal! wahhaaz... thx!

hahaz.. not forgetting my jiejie hu thought mi how to draw eye liner and oso make double eyelid! hahaz... yea! we will pass our test the next time man! hmm.. let JIAYOU together okz! wahhhahaaz.. oopz!

hahaz... to most of you, you may be thinking, Oh come on! tat is not the first time you lied~! and some might sae, for every 10 sentence you sae, you gt to be glad if i ever try to believe at least half of it! hahaz... tat mi! you gonna accept the fact that lying is part of my life.

And become i live my life thru plenty of lies, i dun even noe which part of my life is truth! i can make people super happy and i can make people sad! And becos of this, i cant imagine how many people will hate mi to the core!

Recently, i told a lies to someone, telling her that i kena chase by a few person! and becos at the point of times, i was still panting while tokin to her. So she ask mi, Why are you so tired and you sound lyk u are breathless, at the moment, all my mind is OKZ, THERE A CHANCE TO PLAY HER AGAIN! hahaz.. so i told her jus now, while i was outside, i guai lan wif some other ppl! and they call a group of ppl to beat the hell out of mi. So, in order to avoid the beating, i RAN! and thus, i was so exhausted!

Thus, in order to make tis more convincing, i ran again while tokin to her and i told her, HEY I CALL YOU AGAIN LTR, THEY ARE HERE AGAIN! ARGGH!! on the other side, i was laughing lyk mad, but i still ran la, cos i nid her to listen to my running and slipper sound! hahaz...

Becos of this foolish lies that i have made, i cos her to worries bout mi and it's becos of the friendship tat we share, she even gt someone else to pray for my safety! OH man! haizz...perhaps, in life, there sometink you cant realli joke about! SOMETHINGS THAT YOU THOUGHTS WILL BE FUN MIGHT NOT REALLI BE TO OTHER! AND ON THE OTHER HANDS, IT MIGHT SOMETIMES HURT TO THEM!

I realli sorry to you not oni becos i lied to you but also becos i gt you worries! thank you for letting mi noe that i still hab a great frenz with mi even when i in trouble! and all i can sae is, i realli touch by ur action be it getting people to pray for mi or even trying to call a police!

i still love the times when i a kids, where i dun realli hab to think so much things be it study or money! hahaz... kids are always free from problems and that the reason why they can always carry a smile with them. how i wish i will be lyk them! hahaz...

hahaz... some various burst mode pic by my new W910i hp!! woohoo!!!

hahaz... cool rite? btw... those my my mum, sis and dad!! woohoo!! they love taking such picture which i dun understand why but sometink tat i sure of is that, they gonna kill mi when they saw my BLOG!! hahaz... no evil intention! all are jus for leisure! woohoo... wanna seee more? jus scrooll down!!

and tat wat happen when we have a maid in clz!! it beri obvious hu is the culprit!! hahaz.. look at those shoe bag! and the BAG IN FRONT!! we definitely noe hu is the mastermind!! wahahaz... wanna see more? call tis NO,! hahaz..

and it became.....

wahahahaz... sry people! i lazy in updating more!! hahaz... i wanna go play DOTA le! cya soon!

hahaz.. hab been shooting ppl these few dae and i dun understand y i lose my patience so easily! vulgar language start flying ard lyk no body business!! hurting other feeling, laughing at other, nonetheless SHooting ppl! haizz!! it realli times to put a stop to all these nonsense! cos i will beri noe wen is the limit they can joke wif mi!! haiz!

various event took place! firstly jason bdae, daddy dae and lastly YOUTH DAE! wahahahaz... hmm.. sry ar! i lazy to upload foto! so i shall jus put tis pic up! to let other envy tat i gt such handsome frenz ard mi! woohooo!!!! thx guy for everytink be it daddy cards or youth dae pressie! i jus love them all! thx!

haizz!! sch is getting more and more tiring for mi!! i HATED 8am lesson!! arggh!!! everyone hab the choice to choose! how i wish i can get to choose again! haizz!! nvm, study make mi feel happy!!!!!!! lyk real! argh!

haizz! i realli is not okz!! hehex.. so mani tink keep thru my mind! be it frenz or family or even money! haiz!! tink jus dun seems to be going how it should be and everytink simply went wrong!!

frenz hu use to be beri gd to us drifted off due to certain reason and now becos of the word 'FRIENDSHIP'!! we try to accomodate her back! certain action or even words jus hurt ppl unintentionally, be it physically or emotionally! haizz! place urself in her shoe, how will u feel! i realli dun undeerstand tis at all man! LOL! i reallli dun understand it!

PLAYING? HAVING FUN? IS THERE ANI LIMIT TO IT? HOW FAR CAN I GO BE4 HE/SHE BREAKDOWN?? and how long will it take for her to recover from the wound she suffer? perhaps i jus being too over sensitive and even tinking too much!!

ANYWAY, thx guys for all ur care and concern! i realli fine! hahaz... look at my smile! they are all genuine and not fake! ehhee.x.. Also, thx nu er for tat daddy dae card! hahaz.. it make mi feel so old!! hahaz...

everyone jus nid a words of compliment each dae jus to stay happy!  

haizz.. everydae passes so fast and i still hab not chg! what am i doing?? hahaz... okz shall not act emo here! woohoo!! Finally my turn to blog and all i sae is, LIVE LYK THERE NO TMR! HAHAZ...

i hab been complaining tat sch is boring but yet i love going becos almost all my frenz are therE!! but now, i find tat working is even more boring! if oni i was born in a rich family, den i can eat and slack at home!!! izzit tat a great tink tat everyone wan? haizz!!

OKZ I SHALL STOP DREAMING! AND LOOK FORWARD FOR MY FIRST TRAINING TMR!! YEEYAHA!! HEHEX.. NITE PPL!