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mood: cheerful

to all,

pls dun miss mi too much for i be going to taiwan!!

hahaz.. departing today 10 25 C1752

and coming back on 15 Jun C1751 2045

and all my flight is at T1:):)

GOOD BYE EVERYONE!!!

shall update again when i have the mood and when i back definately:)

mood: gloomy

I admit that i can be who i am today is becos of the people ard mi! but will i change to another one becos of them too?? perhaps life is never easy to adapt too.. there are up and down but who long it will take 1 to recover from the down before it can grows? i jus too tired! really tired!

trying to think what i have done so far! i can find a real purposes in life. Never really know who i being living for after so long! for family? for friends? or FOR MYSELF??

but somethings for sure that i have learnt after so much have happen is no place is as cosy as it is AT HOME! the love that u felt when u reach home. the place where u know no one will abandon u whenever u need helps and the trust u gain from them even when u are not at home always!! for once i should SAY I MISS MY HOME! THE ONLY PLACE WHERE NO ONE WILL REJECT U NO MATTER HOW STUPID, CHILDISH OR EVEN UGLY U ARE BORN! becos u are always perfect in their eyes!

i apologise for today! i apologise for being a spoiler! i apologise for everything!

27 APR 2009! the nights when it sparks everything!

From this incident, i realised that it is NOT how long friends have made, but how understanding friends are and how much u understand about ur friends! thus, i realise i cant be a gd frenz!

mood: crazy

MY DEAREST MUM!

tis post is specially for u!

hahaz.. enjoy ur malaysia trip tmr!!

make sure u wake up on time hor!

all the best and enjoy!!

lastly, I GT MY DIPLOMA LE!!

WAHAHAHHAHAZ...

the difficult and hard time is the testing that you have and need to overcome.
in order to grow to a next level of maturity. 
for sure, you will need some guidance and support.
do seek help if needed.

sry for being rude jus now! sry! maybe i say it wrongly but anyway! aiyo! my fault la! sry!

From the bad lao pa to her cute daughter! SRY!

hahaz.. so long since i last updated! having to rush FYP and so many other stuff and people that i have to meet daily! phew! luckily i still be able to slack here and update my blog! hahahz...

Some thoughts tat been running through my mind this few days. while thinking wat the true meaning of true frenz and what must you really do in order to be a great frenz other peoples yearn for!

Be yourselves in front of them even if they dun like the particular action or word you say? Or give in to watever they say so long as you dun voice out your opinion and dun go against them to have a long lasting frenship?

Or rather, do the stuff they like and totally change your own personality and habit to be a better frenz?

well, there is so mani way to be a great frenz and everyone thinks different so the oni way is to follow your heart rite?? hahahaz... okz i guess i going abit off topic le.. and it time for mi to do my

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arghh!!!

nite ppl!

Since my computer dun allow mi to play DOTA, so i try out some photo edit webby tat my mum gave it to mi:)

the FIRST ON THE LIST IS.........

it edwin!! hahaz... with a sexy gal!

SECONDLY,

weicheng on mona lisa PHOTO!! wahahhahahz... i bet he gonna kill mi wen he saw tis! BUT I DUN CARE!! WAHAHAAHAHAZ....

THIRDLY AND THE FUNNIEST!

LOL it's jason!! wahahhaz.... i guess tis suit him the most! Since he look the most gal over here!! wahhahahz....

okz folk! tat it!! hahaz... if u all wanna play with it, u can go to tis link

http://www.photofunia.com/

hhaaz... okz.. it late le and i has laugh enough! LOL... nite guy!

mood: crazy

During our ubin trip, there so much thing that happen!!

firstly, the Member who join!

I IN TOO! but i the photographer! hahaz...

SECONDLY, some couple arose!!

FROM TIS EVENT! AINT THEY SWEEt?

AND THERE IS SOME HEART WARMING SCENCES! a family outing?

nonetheless, brotherhood appear again when there's FUN! woohoo...

there also a 22 Gang hu stood together thru rain or shine!

Life is just like the sand on the bed of the beach! forever being push around and splash by the strong current! you fall and learn how to tackle the next storm! Some get strong and protect those weaker one! some get hurt and still try to protect those he love without knowing that they get hurt more then you! not physically but emotionally!

We always thought by keeping the best for other will make them feel happy but without knowing that keeping watever that is not rite deep inside you and hiding it from the one who truly care and concern for you will make them feel worst den you!

NO MATTER HOW STRONG A PERSON IS, HE WILL EVENTUALLY BE BEATEN DOWN BY SEVERAL BLOWS FROM THE ONE THEY TRULY CARE!

I HAVE REACH MY LIMIT! SRY GUYS! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! IF I EVER GO DOWN THATS MEAN IT THE TIME TAT I NEEDED YOU ALL THE MOST LE! SRY! 

mood: moody

I jus gotta ignore watever i know and treat tat i dun even know wat happen!

A BRAND NEW DAY, A BRAND NEW MI!

HAIZ!

IT TAKE SO MUCH COURAGE TO FACE YOU ALL AGAIN!

HAIZ!

Time can really make a change in people! some turn out to be better while other grow to be worst! EVERYONE WANTED THE BEST FOR THEMSELVES BUT THEY NEVER REALISES THAT ON THE PATH TO SUCCESS, HOW MUCH PEOPLE HAVE THEY HURT!!

I'm sorry that i can't do any help to you! At this point of time, if you dun help yourself, no one else can help YOU!! THE LAST WILL NEVER COME IF YOU DUN PUT IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL IN DOING IT!

IF THAT THE WAY THAT YOU ARE GOING TO PURSUE WHENEVER YOU MET WITH A PROBLEM, DEN IT'S REALLY TIMES TO GROW UP! the world will not change for you and you got to learn to adapt it real fast!

I MAY BE HARSH TO YOU ALL TODAY!!! BUT NO ONE ELSE WILL PITY YOU 10 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD WHEN YOU ARE CAUGHT WILL LUNG, THROAT CANCER AND ALL OTHER ILLNESS!!!!

STAY STRONG PLS!!!!!

i will alway be there if you need mi!